Visiting

When I am on vacation, I like to visit other churches for Sunday morning worship. This last week was no exception. I decided upon a church I had never heard of but one that looked contemporary. It was only 8 years old, but was already running four services on the weekend.

We had a difficult time finding the church, but finally arrived about 10 minutes late. Pulling into the parking lot we saw the "Visitor/Handicap Parking" area and parked there. We were greeted at the door and given a bulletin. The worship space was located immediately to the right of the nice, two-story lobby area complete with Welcome Center, Coffee Bar, and areas to sit and chat. The worship center was plain, blackened out ceiling, plush detachablbe chairs and at stage. The band was lead by a female worship leader.

I noticed that the congregation was not participating in the song. It was a new song to me so perhaps it was to them. However, the band slowed things down with a contemporized version of "Jesus Paid it All." The congregation sang very well on that song.

Next, the High School pastor led us in a time of communion. He pointed out that there were communion stations set up throughout the room and we were invited to get the elements, sit down and take them as we felt ready. While we were getting the elements the keyboard player and worship leader provided appropriate music.
I noticed that many people took this time seriosly. Many bowed their heads and were praying. After I took the elements, I looked at my son and noticed he was praying. I was very pleased to see how seriously he took communion.

Next the pastor preached. He preached a very traditional salvation message. There were no big skits, or video clips (although I am sure he uses those things). The message was very simple. I had a sermon insert but could not take notes. I didn't have a pen and there were no pins in the chairs. (They didn't have a place for pens or communion cups). So I listened.

At the invitation, he invited anyone who was willing to accept God's free gift of savlation to stand. Apparently someone did because he thanked them. Afterwards, he asked all of us to stand and we were dismissed. Those who made decisions were asked to come to the front and me with the pastor and get a packet.

All in all it was a good service. I am so used to being up front that it was refreshing and interesting to sit in the congregation. I tried to resist the temptation to critic and constantly prayed for God to open my heart. Of course, I knew the content of the message before he preached it (I guessed most of the blanks before he got to them!).

I think every Christ follower should take the opportunity of vacation to visit other churches. It is great to worship with God's people-even if you don't know any of them. It is encouraging to see that God is at work everywhere not just in your little corner of the world.

User Friendly Churches

Yesterday the following headline caught my eye:: "Church Tries to be More Inclusive: Church Changes Name, Removes Cross to be More Welcoming."The following is the link to the video about this church’s attempt to become more “user friendly: http://video.foxnews.com/v/4260672/church-tries-to-be-more-inclusive

The terms “seeker sensitive” or “user friendly” are often polarizing. Obviously, in the case of this church and many others, the term has come to symbolize a complete rejection of the symbols and message of Christianity in an effort to attract people.

This is seeker sensitive to the extreme and is not biblical. No matter how seeker sensitive a church becomes, the message of the cross will offend. Those who wish to remove the offense of the cross cease to be a Christian church and thus exist only as a organizational club that talks about God-in the most unoffensive way of course!

Personally, I am all for being seeker sensitive, but not at the expense of the cross of Christ. I believe that churches do need to be sensitive to seekers. After all, Sunday morning is the time when most people are likely to visit a church. How does one become sensitive to seekers?

1. Create attractive environments. Seekers notice things the average long-time attendee does not. When I refer to creating attractive environments I am referring to clean rooms, restrooms, uncluttered hallways, etc.

2. Create inviting environments. By this I am refereeing to the attitudes of the teachers, greeters, and other personnel. The experience for a seeker begins in the parking lot; therefore, it is imperative that there be designated guest parking areas, friendly greeters at the doors, and informative welcome center, and appropriate signage. When they enter in to the worship area, they should be greeted with good pre service music, etc. When they good to a classroom, they should be greeted by a friendly teacher.

3. Acknowledge their presence. In the old days, guests were often asked to stand or remain seated while everyone else stood. I don’t recommend this method. I’ve been a guest in a church that did that and it was embarrassing! What I mean by acknowledging their presence is in the preaching side of the service. The pastor should provide them with direction in finding a passage. For example, “Please turn to 2 Peter 1. Now if you go to the last book of the Bible called ‘Revelation’ turn left slowly and you’ll run into 2 Peter. If you hit 1 Peter you’ve gone too far.” Also, the pastor should acknowledge a seeker’s doubts. For instance, if preaching on Jonah, the pastor should explain why he believes this is a true story, but he understands that some in the audience may be unsure. However, the issue is not to debate the historicity of whether Jonah got swallowed by a big fish, but to show the main point of the sermon (e.g., what happens when you run from God.). Don’t get me wrong, I believe the story of Jonah and would explain why, but the bigger issue is running from God. Seekers can identify with that topic! In other words, don’t create obstacles that the seeker has to navigate before they can get to the message.

4. Provide steps. Let the seekers know what they need to do. For example, announce a connection class or membership class as the next step. In this class one can explain the next steps (e.g. getting connected into a small group, etc)

Here are a few warnings regarding being seeker sensitive.
1. Do not water-down the truth of God’s Word. I may surprise you to find that seekers want the truth. They may not always like the truth, but they are there because they want to know the truth

2. Do not run from the cross. . The message should always lead back to the cross of Christ. Somewhere in the message, the Gospel should be presented. It doesn’t always have to be full-blown Gospel message, but somehow the connection to the cross should be made. The seeker needs to understand that the answers are ultimately found in Christ.

3. Do not slam people. This one is has been difficult for me because I grew up in a culture that thrived on slamming political leaders, religious liberals, etc. While one may feel the attacks are justified, to the seeker this sounds cold, harsh and mean. Again, one doesn’t have to put down others to make a point. One may show the fallacy of their ideals, but attacking individuals simply reinforces the seeker’s belief that the church is unloving and unkind.

I’m for being seeker sensitive but never at the expense of the cross.

Seasons

Churches are known for their programs. The temptation is to think that the more programs a church has, the more spiritual it is. Furthermore, the sentiment is often that one cannot discontinue a program. After all, God never takes a break! Church

To discontinue a program or take a hiatus is an indication that one doesn't love God. For many people church programs are like government subsidies: once you start it is almost impossible to stop!

Unfortunately, this mindset cripples and hinders and church's effectiveness in several ways:

1. Leaders get burned out. Leaders are people too who need to refuel and regroup. When they are constantly expected to produce, they can slide into mediocrity at best or burnout at worse.

2. Momentum decreases. When a program becomes nothing more than a "have to" issue, people lose excitement.

3. Creativity decreases. This goes along with the leader's slide towards mediocrity. It is especially true if the leader senses a loss of momentum and, consequently, participation.

4. Loss of purpose. After years of a non-stop program, people forget why they have the program. Consequently, there is a loss of priority on the part of the people (and leader too.)

I am sure that there are other reasons, but these are a few that I can think of quickly. What is amazing is the number of people who insist that such programs continue despite the obvious fact that they are dying or dead!

God has given us an obvious lesson in His creation that we too often ignore. Every year most of us experience four distinct seasons: Spring, Summer, Winter and Fall. We look forward to Spring after a long, cold winter. We can't wait until summer because we can get out on the lake or go to the ocean. If it were summer all the time, these things would loose their importance and excitement. Personally, I am glad that God didn't say "Everyone should learn to live in a world where it is winter all the time"!

I have come to believe that it is no different in the church. Programs have cycles-they even have life cycles. When we give our leaders, workers and even attendees a break, the results are rest, revitalization and an opportunity to regroup.

I am sure that some don't think programs should discontinue because they are afraid they will not restart. If one is afraid a program cannot get restarted, then one must ask if the program is even worth having!

I look forward to summer because we slow down at the church. Personally, I need the break. Yes, I still preach on Sunday mornings, but we take a break from our Sunday night programs and most Wednesday night activities. Personally, this allows me to regroup, refocus and rest so that I am prepared to restart again in the fall. I have found that a season of rest and planning can result in a restart with momentum built in. People are ready to get back. Winter is over and summer is here!

Jim

Scaring People into Heaven?

This week our church will once again produce the walk-through drama Judgement House. This nine-scene drama involves watching people make choices and the eternal consequences of those choices. Ultimately, there are only two choices: to reject Jesus Christ or to accept Christ. The drama involves following the individuals into Judgement, hell, and heaven.

Is this a good thing? Some say we are trying to scare people into making a decision. The argument is that those who make decisions are doing so on a purely emotional basis. Is it possible they are correct? Yes, but let's diagnose this argument.

First, any decision for Christ will involve emotion because salvation comes in response to the conviction of the Holy Spirit (Jn. 16:8). Conversion is not simply through mental assent, but through a response to the conviction of the Holy Spirit. Second, using a drama to depict the reality of life after death is not inconsistent with the teaching methods of Christ. For example, Christ referred to an area known as Ghenna as an illustration of eternal punishment awaiting those who are disobedient (Mark 9:43, Mt. 10:28, et al). Gehenna, or the Valley of Hinnom, was a place outside Jerusalem where garbage was burned. When Christ used this word, which He used 11 times, it immediately resulting in images of the unquenchable fire which burned outside of the city. Since Christ did not shy away from using a graphic image to depict Hell are we wrong in a one-room scene depiction of the torment of hell? I think not. The effectiveness of our Judgment House presentation lies not in a overly-graphic depiction of hell, but rather in depicting the contrasting beauty of heaven. When one compares heaven to hell, one cannot help but desire to be with Christ rather than in pain with Satan for eternity.

Instead of having a "revival" service in which only a few faithful attend, we have found Judgement House to be an effective tool to reach our community. We have baptized several who made a profession of faith at Judgement House. In addition, we hear reports of individuals who have been baptized and joined churches as a result of our presentation. We have also added many new members as a result of this presentation.

In my opinion Judgement House is not about scaring people into heaven, but rather it is presenting people with the reality that choices in this life have consequences for eternity. Therefore, the best choice is to choose Christ.

My Philosophy of Ministry

I believe that my primary role as a pastor is to “equip the saints for works of service” (Eph. 4:11-16). I seek to accomplish that goal through three main areas: preaching, pastoring and administration.

In my preaching, I strive to preach simple, relative, practical, expository messages that connect and challenge the congregation. I believe in preaching the whole counsel of God; therefore, I often preach through books of the Bible in addition to topical series. However, I do not believe expository preaching has to be dull or boring, but rather it can be the most exciting way to teach God’s Word. Therefore, I seek the Lord’s guidance in determining how to connect with the congregation (e.g., props, stories, drama, video) to convey the truth of God’s Word. Moreover, I believe people should have an opportunity to respond to God’s Word; therefore, I offer opportunities to respond to God’s call at the end of sermons.

In my pastoring, I endeavor to be kind and understanding with all people. In my visits to ailing church members, I often share a comforting passage of Scripture and have prayer. I attempt to meet people where they are in their spiritual journey and encourage them to progress to be more Christ-like.

In my administration, I encourage my staff to minister to the needs of the people, to clearly communicate the Word, and to be stewards of time. I expect staff members to be team players, self-motivated and creative.

I believe that the church must engage the culture while being different than the culture. The culture can be engaged through targeted outreach programs (e.g. recovery ministries, neighborhood small groups, practice preaching, etc.), yet the church must call those who respond to live according to God’s standard. I believe that the church must act and function as an organism not an organization; therefore, it must be flexible in addressing the needs of the community.

Why Am I Blogging?

Why Am I Blogging?

I am not blogging because I have nothing else to do! I not blogging because it is the "hip" thing to do (I am too many years behind the curve). I am not blogging to make money (who in their right mind is going to advertize on my blog?).

I am going to start blogging for several reasons: 1) Blogging makes me think. Writing makes one exact; it makes one sort out the cobwebs, 2) Blogging helps others to know what I am thinking. These blogs will contain a lot of random thoughts. Admittedly, some will not agree with what I write and that is okay. 3) Blogging keeps me in touch with others. I hope that some people will read these blogs and respond.

These are a few reasons for me beginning this new adventure. I plan to blog as much as possible. I hope to make some new friends, keep people informed, to occassionaly write something worthwhile. So here we go.....

Jim

A Boy Named Ian-Funeral Message

The following is the manuscript from Ian's funeral.

Funeral Service: Ian Andy Ellis

Key Verse: Psalm 40:1-3: “I waited patiently for the Lord, and He turned to me and heard my cry for help. He brought me up from a desolate pit, out of the muddy clay, and set my feet on a rock, making my steps secure. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord.”

On Oct. 16, 2007 Ian Andy Ellis was born
In her journal Mary tells about the events following the birth and the realization that Ian was going to be special child. At first diagnosis was Tetralogy of Fallot- heart condition that was repairable. Then came the news that Ian suffered from a rare terminal genetic condition known as Rhizomelic Chondrodysplasia Punctata. (RCDP)

The knee-jerk reaction is to ask God “Why?” A month later another baby with RCDP was born at St. Vincent’s hospital; His name was Jackson. Mary and Jackson’s mother, Tracey, became friends and have leaned on each other for support.

Tracy gave Mary a book called: “Holding on to Hope.” According to the book the question is not WHY? but FOR WHAT PURPOSE? We could ask the “Why?” question all day and never know the answer, but we can look at what has happened and I believe we can see the purpose God had in blessing Mary and Wae with their special son.

In just two years, Ian Ellis Impacted the Faith of many people. Psalm 40:1-2: “I waited patiently for the Lord, and He turned to me and heard my cry for help. He brought me up from a desolate pit, out of the muddy clay, and set my feet on a rock, making my steps secure.” Oct. 29, 2007 upon hearing the news Mary wrote; “This is not the answer we prayed for, but it is the answer we got.”

Mary, Wae and the family had two options: 1) to run from God or 2) to run to God. Mary wrote: “We know that God has a bigger plan for us. We just don’t know what it is. We have to let go of our dreams and completely submit to God’s plan.” (Sunday, Dec. 30th)

Ian challenged his parents to grow in their faith-and they did!

• Nov. 5, 2007 “I don’t know why this is happening and I would love to be mad at God. However, that is not the answer for anything. God has made a way for Wae, Ian and me so far and he will continue to do that. Our faith and our marriage has grown so much through this.”
• Monday, Nov. 12: “Many of you have said to me “God won’t give you more than you can handle.” I have really been letting that go in one ear and out the other to be honest. As I was talking to someone today, I realized how true that it. [God] knew that Wae and I were stronger people than we ever knew. He knew and knows that we can provide Ian with the most loving home around. I am just so grateful to have him as my son today. I have learned so much from him, and Wae and I are much better people because of knowing God.”

On Sunday, Dec. 9, 2007 Ian was dedicated to the Lord. Mary wrote: “Our little soul is here now to serve a purpose and I believe that he is doing just that” (Dec. 9, 2007)

In the foyer, there were books that are a compilation of emails sent to Mary and Wae about Ian’s impact on their lives. It is clear that Ian has fulfilled his purposes.

One Purpose: To Raise Awareness of RCDP

• “If it wasn’t for Ian there would be no Rhizokids”
• Because of Ian, I am heading up the March-of-Dimes march for one wing of the hospital. [I] will work to raise money and gather up a large group of walkers to support the efforts at prevention of birth defects and genetic disorders”
• Mary and Tracey appeared on local television raising awareness of RCDP
• Websites have been started
• Ian’s Extravaganza has raise thousands of dollars
• Johns Hopkins Hospital has sent doctors to visit, etc.
• Shirts have been made
• A Cookbook written

Stickers on cars, etc.

Another Purpose: To Raise Awareness of Ourselves

• “I have stopped being so ‘self-absorbed’ and I have stopped taking the ‘little things’ in life for granted.”
• “Ian has made me realize that it is not Ian who has the disabilities and special needs…perhaps it is US who have them.”
• Ian has made me realize how special all children are”
• “Ian has taught me how to truly give, how to truly love”
• “I have been reminded to “live more, love more and laugh in times of hardships.”
• “Ian is truly an example of someone who will forever leave footprints on your heart.”
• “Until Ian, I took so much for granted”
• “Ian has made me a more sensitive person towards others who have a disability of any kind”
• “Ian has helped us to evaluate what is most important in our lives and that is LOVE. Love for God, our families and our friends.”
• "I have learned that “children, regardless of their ability, are a blessing. Appreciate each person for who they are—not for what they can do or cannot do for us. Just love and appreciate them.”
• “I will forever cherish every moment I am able to spend with my babies. I will raise them and train them in the ways of the Lord.”
• “Ian has changed me and made me want to be the BEST mother I can be.”
• “Ian has taught me to be thankful….You and Wae have taught me patience. God has taught me to praise Him no matter what the circumstances”
• “Ian has changed my whole outlook on life”
• “Because of Ian I enjoy life with my kids more”
• “We have learned not to stress over small things and to enjoy life’s many blessings”
• “Ian has made be a better mother to my daughter”

Another Purpose: To Raise Awareness of God

• A grade school teacher wrote that one of her students told her that Ian has given his family a reason to pray together.
• “My faith has been restored”
• "Through Ian I can see “how God is in control of our lives….not us!
• “Ian has brought me closer to the Lord….and I really think that is Ian’s purpose for life…to draw people to the Lord.”
• “Ian has shown me that God has a plan and a purpose in ALL things. He has taught me that the will of God will never take you where the grace of God will not protect you.”
• "Ian reminds me to pray everyday. Hadn’t been doing that for a long time, but now, every single day I say a prayer—or two, or five—for a sweet little angel who I don’t know. And while I am there I remember to give thanks for other things.”
• “Ian helps me to remember to never wander too far from God. He reminds me to lean on God during the hard times and praise Him in the good times.”
• “I am going to make it my mission to gain an even closer walk with our Lord…I want to know Him on an ever personal level.”
• “Ian is helping me grow in Christ and be more Christ-like”
• “Ian has been a revival for us”
• “I am rededicating my life to Jesus Christ” I vow to leave the burdens behind.”
• “Mary, I have been following Ian’s sotry since he was born. What a beautiful little boy! I want you to know that your strength and love for the Lord has truly changed my life! I know you’ve been told a million times to hang in there, we’re praying for you, be strong and all that….I found myself questioning God for you all the time. The other night I realized I need not question our great creator, he gives us battles to fight and mountains to climb for a reason. My six year old stepson found me crying the other night as I sat and read your journal. I told him about Ian and I told him what a wonderful living breathing testimony to God that you are. He looked at me with teary eyes and said, ”Jesus has big plans for Ian, I just know it.” Later that night I went to tuck him in and say his prayers and he questioned me about God some more and we talked about some things he just learned at Bible School this year. He then told me he wanted to ask Jesus to come into his heart. So you see God does have big plans for Ian.”

As you know, Mary kept a daily journal of Ian’s life at www.Caringbridge.org. Everyday, people would log on to read the latest news and updates. Mary shared her struggles, frustrations, joys, and she preached a lot too. As I read the journal entries, there were several lessons that surfaced that Ian has taught us.

Lesson 1: Importance of Ministry to Others

• Donations like: vacations, cloths, and a place to stay while visiting the doctor out-of-town
• Words of affirmation (e.g. DVD of Mary’s class “We love you Ms. Mary”, Guestbook entries atCaringBridge, and prayers)
• Helping them on their journey (e.g., Friends helped set up the fund raisers, sold candles, cookbook, sold shirts.)

Lesson 2: You are never alone

• Others who are on the same path. I read about “Jackson, Ethan, Jake, Jordyn, Seth and Callie” All born with RCDP.
• Others who will walk with you. Some are seen (e.g., Friends, neighbors, support groups, etc.) and some are unseen (i.e., “At times it seems as if someone has invaded my body and is living my life for me. Once again, I think that it is the angels that surround us daily…..It is amazing what a person can do with God. (Wed. Nov. 28, 2007)

Lesson 3: Cherish time with others

Dec. 25, 2007: “My happy moment today will be enough to last me for a lifetime. The entire day was a happy moment just to have “our baby” with us on Christmas.

• Spend more time with family; cherish those moments with your children

Lesson 4: Accept God’s Plan
Upon reading a poem posted in a journal, Mary wrote: “Now I see a better picture as to why we might be going through this. Ian is the brave soul that was sent to earth to bring out the love in our county, and in surrounding counties. Ian has brought families closer, friends closer and marriages closer.” (Nov. 29, 2007)

Lesson 5: Be Thankful
Feb. 10, 2008: “Ian has taught me many things in his short life. He has taught me how to be thankful for the small things, not to sweat the small stuff, and how to be happy.”

Lesson 6: Don’t give up hope
These families have not given up hope that cure can be found. March 28, 2008 “I can do it. I may not want to, but I can. I know Wae and I will get through it with God pushing us through. He might be dragging me through, but He’ll get me through. Just remember, it might seem unbearable, impossible, annoying, irritating, bothersome, painful and many more things, but YOU CAN DO IT! “You can always find good amidst the bad” (Sunday, April 27, 2008)

• Look for the miracles all along the way (i.e., Ian wasn’t supposed to leave the hospital-but God had a plan for him. Ian wasn’t supposed to live past 6 months-but God had more lives for him to impact. Ian wasn’t supposed to live for nearly 2 years-but God had more work for him to do.)

Lesson 7: Live to have no Regrets
Upon receive news that Ian was legally blind, Mary wrote: “As I write with tear filled eyes I am drawn back to look at his smiling face. You know, he might not see me or Wae. He might never know our eyes or our face. But as I look at that picture, I KNOW he is happy. I know Wae and I have done what we were supposed to do as Ian’s parents. We have made his journey on Earth great.” (Mon. Feb. 11, 2008)

Lesson 8: Live by Faith
Sunday, Jan. 13, 2008 “I am so ready to start a research fund for RCDP. I must admit though I am clueless on how to do this. Tuesday, Jan 15, 2008: Name “Rhizo Kids” is born. Later Mary wrote: “I got a letter from a researcher at Johns Hopkins and they are starting to use our money for research with RCDP children.”

Lesson 9: Prayer Matters
“Please continue praying for us because I honesty believe that is what is helping us to survive….(Wed. Nov. 28, 2007) Thursday, Sept. 16, 2008: “You know Ian is surrounded by great prayer warriors and caring family and friends.”

Lesson 10: Live Life with Purpose
Sunday, August 10, 2008: “Before Ian I never thought about my purpose in life. I just lived the fun and easy life with no worries. I now know my purposes in life. My number one purpose is to honor God in everything I do. I want people to look at me and say “Man, there is something about her. She has been given a hard situation, but she isn’t letting it ruin her life. How does she do it?” I do it with God. He is my strength driving me to wake up each and every day and live life to the fullest. My next purpose is to be a great mom to Ian and our future kids, to find a cure for RCDP, and to encourage parents to be truly grateful for their children. If anything comes from Ian’s life the number one thing would be that I hope people are saved because of Ian. Next though I want parents to enjoy their children and be grateful for the every blessing in their life”

Conclusion
Ian was here to change lives. Rededicate your Life. There is no excuse to run from God-whom are you going to run to? No one can provide the strength you need. If you wonder how Wae, Mary and the families have been able to make it through this, it is because they had to walk by faith and “lean not unto their own understanding, but in all their ways they had to acknowledge Christ.” Thursday, July 3, 2008 “I have to ‘Let go and let God.’” I have never understood that expression until now. And boy do I get it now!” “It’s not about me.”

Rededicate your Life. Don’t sit there and have a pity party b/c things are not going the way you planned! Don’t run from God b/c you have had some adversity enter your life! If you ran to Jesus for salvation, don’t run from Him b/c things are difficult! If you have trusted Christ for your salvation, trust him for strength. Empty yourself and fall on the arms of Christ. “Let go and let God”

Receive Christ
If you don’t have hope, if you wish you could have hope, you need to receive Christ. Without Christ life has no ultimate purpose. Without Christ we would not be here today grieving as those who have hope. Without Christ there would be no talk of heaven, eternal life, healing, etc. Without Christ there would be no purpose to Ian’s life. Without Christ there would be no reason to keep journals. Without Christ everything would be meaningless!

Receive Christ. Like that six year old who gave his heart to Jesus, admit your sinfulness, believe and accept Christ’s death on the cross for your sins, confess Christ as your personal Lord and Savior, invite Christ into your heart

Prayers
Prayer of rededication: Stormie Omartian wrote a prayer that Mary shared in her journal. It is a prayer of rededication: “Lord I lift to you the situations of my life that concern me. I lay my worries before you and ask for your almighty intervention to show me what’s right when can only see what’s wrong. I am determined to see the good, so help me not to be blinded by my own fears, doubts, wants, and preconceived ideas. I ask you to reveal to my Your truth in every situation. Give me your perspective. Bless me with the ability to understand the bigger picture and to distinguish the valuable from the unimportant. When something seems to go wrong, help me not to jump to negative conclusions. Enable me to recognize the answers to my own prayers. I trust you to help me see the light in every situation” (Monday, July 7, 2008)
Prayer of Salvation


Ian Today
Psalm 40:1-3: “I waited patiently for the Lord, and He turned to me and heard my cry for help. He brought me up from a desolate pit, out of the muddy clay, and set my feet on a rock, making my steps secure. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear, and put their trust in the Lord.”

Ian has a “New song in his mouth, a hymn of praise to our God." Ian is moving Freely. He is able to swing his arms in complete freedom, able to run, skip, jump on those streets of gold, able to do those things that a little boy wants to do: explore! Ian doesn’t have to be afraid of getting hurt, bit, or pain! Ian is breathing freely, breathing celestial air, seeing clearly, seeing angels-Ian is seeing the face of Christ! He is talking Freely, able to speak, able to say “I love you Mom and Dad for all you have done.”

Mary wrote in her journal: “Ian is in heaven playing with Jesus. He is running, singing, and jumping up and down. His hands are held high and he is praising the Lord. His legs aren’t crossed and he is running. His contagious personality has already won over the angels. I view him in heaven as a wild and crazy two-year-old boy having the time of his life and I praise God this!! You know how a two year old gets so excited and they just dance and stomp their feet in place. Their faces light up and they just smile and giggle? That’s how Wae and I see Ian.”

Ian is home in heaven waiting on us!